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Happy 4th Anniversary!
Today marks 4 years clean and sober. 4 years of waking up and facing myself instead of hiding from everything. 4 years of sitting with the pain I used to numb, dancing with the grief I used to outrun, and learning how to shift without burning it all down. And now, I’m building something new.…
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đź–¤ Currently Feeling: The In-Between (Where Nothing Feels Like Anything)
There’s this place no one warns you about. It’s not rock bottom. It’s not the glow-up. It’s the in-between— The dead zone where everything feels flat. Where you don’t give a fuck about anything, but not in the wild, rebellious way—more in the I’m too tired to even pretend I care way. That’s where I’m…
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🖤 Currently Feeling: 69°, Unbothered, and Laughing in the Face of Cosmic Fuckery
There’s something funny about it. How when I was the one suffering—breathing in gas, sweating through 85° nights, running on empty—I was told it wasn’t that bad. I was brushed off, minimized, made to feel like I was just being too sensitive. But the moment the discomfort hits them? Suddenly it’s urgent. Suddenly there’s a…
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Crimson Chronicles: Answer Me Honestly (transcription)
You’re listening to Crimson Chronicles. Where we don’t tell stories. We tell the truth. Even when it cuts. Answer me honestly. Or don’t. But don’t lie to yourself. Let’s begin. ⸻ Is it love, or is it something you’re scared to lose? Do you miss them… or do you miss the version of you you…
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Answer Me Honestly…
There’s a kind of silence that doesn’t just echo — it convicts. That’s what I felt when I hit record and asked the question: “Answer me honestly.” Not to anyone in particular. To everyone, really. And to myself, especially. Because I’ve realized that sometimes healing isn’t a gentle unfolding. It’s a scream into the void…
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Step 11: Roxy Redrum is My Higher Power (transcription)
Welcome to Shift Happens: Bloodbath & Beyond. The show where identity gets gutted… and reborn. Where we stop being polite and start… praying in public. Today’s episode is called: “Step 11: Roxy Redrum Is My Higher Power.” And yeah. It’s exactly what it sounds like. ⸻ Step 11. “Sought through prayer and meditation to improve…
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Shift Happens TRAILER (transcription)
Hey Pssst… Come closer. I have something… to confess. I used to cry in parking lots… over men who couldn’t spell “accountability.” But now? I hex with headphones on. Welcome to Shift Happens: Bloodbath & Beyond— the podcast where we don’t just process our trauma… we exfoliate it. With glitter. And rage. Every episode, we…
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Shift Set Vol.I “Drop the Grudge” (transcription)
Inhale. Hold it. Now let go… Just like that. We’re starting with the letting go. You held onto it like it was oxygen. But it was smoke. And girl— you were choking. You called it a boundary. But it was a wound with good posture. That thing you’re gripping? It’s not protection. It’s just a…
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❤️ The God of My Understanding, Wears Red Lipstick 💄
By Roxy Redrum Step 11 says we “sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him.” But what happens when the God of your understanding doesn’t look like a robed man in the sky? What if she walks with a smirk, wears boots that stomp like boundaries, and…
Roxy Wuz Here
About Me:
Just a gal in her mid 30’s disgusted by what she’s let her life become. Yes you read that right. I’m aware I cannot control everything about my life. Like the fact that I have a disease called Friedrich’s Ataxia, and that Im wheelchair bound, but I can absolutely control how I see and experience my life around it. God damnit I’m ready to live. I’ve treated myself like a victim of this life for so long, I thought that’s what life is. Fuck that noise. Watch me become a badass.
Mood: like I just remembered I’m the main character.
Currently Listening: https://youtu.be/oS07d8Gr4tw?si=u0eR-33ZFtxV0KhH
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