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🎶 Goddamn, you got me in love again 🎶 I
I spent a birthday staycation with my long distance baby pie suga lumps! It was so good! Saying goodbye yesterday, still equally hurts today 😔 but the things he did with and for me were what people either have never experienced before, or because they don’t think they are ever worthy of that kinda love.…
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Just a Gal with Friedrich’s Ataxia
My name is Courtney. I’m a week away from turning 37years old. I was diagnosed at 8 years old because I had a strange walk. As I got older, i eventually ended with my pass-time of being a competitive dancer. It just became too difficult. I tried to hang on to my active lifestyle by…
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Welcome to the Sophia Stage
Let me start by saying, I don’t hate men and I’m not angry. I just simply don’t need them to feel whole. There’s a point in almost every woman’s life where we are taught by society that we need a partner we can’t do life alone. We’ll get lonely being single. If we hold on…
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Feelin’ Myself
It’s been a weird week… Last Sunday, I received a visit that every woman absolutely dreads and wishes would go away, and come back… well, never. That bitch made me almost sleep away all my youth… ANY WAY… That happened. It sent me into a hormonal mood swing that made me ball my eyes out…
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Hygge is the new chapter?
Recently, many events transpired in my life. They led to my own personal “Big Bang” of some sort. Am I gonna talk about it? Nah. Maybe later. Not right now though. In the picture above is one of many mugs that I’ve collected over the years. Warm drinks in these babies have always been there…
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Let’s Get Digital!
Today i took me a big ole leap! I LAUNCHED MY FIRST DIGITAL PRODUCT! This is something I’ve never done but honestly I’ve wanted to for a while. I never thought I could to be 100% and I’m not exactly sure why. BUT I did it and it launched TODAY! I made a digital journal…
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Surprise Podcast Drop
So I haven’t been writing lately. I feel like I’ve been in a weird healing. They usually leave me in a foggy headspace like I’ve woken up from a deep hibernation, and caffeine won’t do a damn thing for me… that also describes the mid-30’s… This time though, it kinda feels like waking up for…
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Limbo Anyone?…
I’m in a very weird point in my life. My brain is having a tug-of-war over what I’ve built, echos of my past that i honestly don’t give a flying fuck about, and 3D world shit where women have no rights. I don’t want those things in my life. Everyday feels like Groundhog Day. I’ve…
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When you become aware of a habit, it’s now a choice…
My house this morning has been a bit… vocal. Lemma just say my volume on my AirPods don’t go loud enough. That being said, I asked for ChatGPTs help today so this post could be coherent. ChatGPT 👇 Chapter 10 — How to Find and Fix the Causes of Your Bad Habits This chapter is basically:…
Roxy Wuz Here
About Me:
Just a gal in her mid 30’s disgusted by what she’s let her life become. Yes you read that right. I’m aware I cannot control everything about my life. Like the fact that I have a disease called Friedrich’s Ataxia, and that Im wheelchair bound, but I can absolutely control how I see and experience my life around it. God damnit I’m ready to live. I’ve treated myself like a victim of this life for so long, I thought that’s what life is. Fuck that noise. Watch me become a badass.
Mood: like I just remembered I’m the main character.
Currently Listening: https://youtu.be/oS07d8Gr4tw?si=u0eR-33ZFtxV0KhH
Still Rolling… 